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Nothing Earth Shattering

I woke up in a funk. Nothing is wrong per se, in fact things are quite good. My hubby quickly completed his honey dues list, we did some deep spring cleaning as a family, work has been better than ever, and we are going out of town next week. 

In fact, I feel pretty crappy for being anything but exceedingly grateful considering how blessed I am. I guess that is the point; as humans we can experience illigitimate feelings. Feelings aren't always logical. 

The Bible warns not to judge and that applies to ourselves too. A mentor of mine always encourages me to, "With gentle curiosity inquire of the Lord about what you are feeling." 

On our best and worst days we are God's, but also on the boring and off days. 

Today, I don't have an explanation but I did go to my Father. He released me to move on with my day. So I turned my praise music on and I am already feeling better. 

The key is to go to God. Had I just decided to rally myself, I might not have peace.

How do you connect with God on days that are outside of your understanding?

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